Monday, November 21, 2005

Do you miss him?

Amidst the going outs and energy-draining workloads which is the Hari-raya Rumble and the Christmas Tumble. Underneath pounds of christmas cookies, heaped bowlfuls of royal icing to make the gingerbread houses glisten like a winter wonderland. Between the hurried washing of week-old laundry and washing of day old flatware and the constant urgings to go out and shop for new things for myself. Do I miss him?


I haven't got the time.



No




I don't think so..




Time away indeed.




Loneliness is a state of mind. And a state that one delves in when one's physical being isn't drained and/or in constant excitement. Neither really applies to one. Which brings me to question... can I do without? Should I do without? Could I do without?



Love is really fickle..emotions are trickier than tempering chocolate on a humid day... You check on it, you stir it up, you hope that the molecules crystalises to a stable form then it'll all be glossy, strong and well.... tempered well.



I have no time, I have less emotions these days.



I just wanna be with me.



I haven't been in a long time.

3 comments:

  1. Anonymous10:54 pm

    hey darling

    i know what you mean... i guess love teaches how to be with ourselves whether we are wit or not wit anyone. i'm learning to be alone once again..Mr J's busy these days and so am i. i like being wit me now. so i started a blog too! check me out i hope! ishmuq@xanga.com

    malizah

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  2. I can totally relate - But just my two cents worth here:
    "Should I do without?" - in my humble opinion, the answer should be No. You've the right to be happy just like everyone else.
    Chin up. You'll be fine soon.

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  3. Anonymous5:02 pm

    the essence of 'LOVEFOOL' -

    Love me love me
    Say that you love me
    Fool me fool me
    Go on and fool me
    Love me love me
    Pretend that you love me
    Leave me leave me
    Just say that you need me
    Love me love me
    Say that you love me
    Leave me leave me
    Just say that you need me
    I can’t care ’bout anything but you...


    im a sucker for love, brother. Suckered into a world of lies & deceit; makes a longer running soap than The Bold and The Beautiful.

    And i'm broken again...

    the next broken heart will not be mine...

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