here 'tis

So here 'tis. My own piece of the cyberworld. I guess that means I've finally made it to through the ranks. My life online, a short summary ;

1) I was an internet addict ever since I got netscape1.0
2) I became a chatroom-o-holic shortly thereafter
3) I had four different email addressess running at once, just to compartmentalise my friends
4) I had a "homepage" ~chuckles~ ain't that rich? It's still up an running if ya wanna see pictures of me 10 years ago
5) I have screen names/numbers at ICQ, internet messenger, yahoo messenger, ringo, sms.ac, glimpse.com, asianfriendfinfer.com and the list goes on
6) And now this, juniorsplaceintheworld.blogspot.com

No fanfare, no fireworks but no worries. The internet has been good to me. I've used it and abused it to my will and isn't that what the Gods of the Web intended to? Freewill and free speech unless you get caught bad-mouthing the govenment or selling child pornography.

I've been having these dreams lately, I'm between consciousness and deep sleep cycle. I remember colours. I always remember to remember the colours in my dreams. I've heard that it meant you're in love but I've been dreamkeeping for a long time now. More often than not, it's been in colour.

Back to the dreams, I'm asleep on my bed alone (in my dream) and someone or something is scaring me. I don't get scared that easily. But in the dream I am shuddering in my sleep. I wake momentarily and get lulled back into sleep again. I can feel my body shivering from the feeling (this is my dream still) and I really wake up and I still feel it. The deep profound feeling of being scared. I recite prayers to keep the feelings at bay. I know I'm dreaming in my dreams and I try to look for what is making me feel this way but I can't. Tonight I will.....